LOWism

2011-08-02T14:51:00.000+08:00

Hello people, I am currently playing tetris battle in school lab now.
And andre chia is currently laughing at me.
what a friend... what a sad life..
and presentation is just ........

2011-07-28T01:59:00.003+08:00

It has been long. And yes, life still somehow sucks.

And yes, you know who you are, but if you don't then too bad.

This semester seems ridiculous but last semester is inhuman.

So I guess there's not much to complain about.

But I just wanna rant about the one and only thing... which is...

Tetris Battle is not working for me.........

2011-01-27T23:43:00.001+08:00

last proj submission tmr, i don't whether we have completed it or not.

i just wanna get over and done with.

i got a bad feeling that some people are actually partying.

it's their choice, can't stop them, just hope they complete their work.

that's all i can say.

2011-01-05T10:56:00.003+08:00

it's been long that i've last posted. been busy, and lazy too.
wanting to post for like a very long time but whenever i on the comp i forgot abt.
rushing my report that's due on 5pm later, 4 more pages to go.
a year past, and it's 2011.
been a bad start.
maternal grandpa's dead and my paternal grandma died just on april last year. so within like abt 7 months, there are 2 death happening, means that this cny no angpao.
totally sad. i'm counting on the angpao to help me with the money.
omg.. nvm, shall go do my report instead of blog. bye, gonna go funeral later.
somehow like some family gathering. i like :)

2010-11-01T22:54:00.002+08:00

I see some excitement going on..
hahaha, i guess that's my only entertainment when i'm bored.
if anyone know what i'm doing in front of this computer screen, they'll label it as evil..
but who cares, i enjoy laughing at the ridiculous and childish actions and words..
yup so do you think i care abt others?
nah definitely not..
so i'm gonna continue laughing now.
can't stop.. hehehehehe

2010-10-29T00:00:00.002+08:00

heard a bad news last wk.. for me it's bad..one of the member from my fave group was burnt last fri. and is in serius condition.
yeah, that's selina from s.h.e
luckily she's alive.. and in a stable condition now..
ya.. china is so scary.. they don't care abt people's life..
down with flu.. thanks to my sis. srsly thanks..
watch you again with jy, ym, wt, jas and alson.
the movie was funny. v funny.
and we had nachos.
slurpsss.
and i skipped 3 lecs -.-
most important, food aat tas was not bad.
yummm
okay that's all.
will pray hard that selina get well soon.

2010-10-16T00:01:00.003+08:00

hello people, how are you?
I'm doing great ya.
been to timbre and work and collect F1 pay and xlb at hollandvillage the past few weeks.
kinda busy, yeah and our sentosa plan failed miserably.
yeah, i had not visit sentosa yet.
and my fucking debit card got cancelled cause of unknown transactions.
okay that's life, accept it if it can't be change.
gotta work tmr, so that's all then..

2010-10-06T00:06:00.002+08:00

i don't know how to start this post.
i need a confidant, srsly, i cannot take it anymore.
why can't i have a friend just one whom i truely trust?
i don't know why.
i've been damn irritated by everyone ard me. yeah truely irritated with no reasons.
maybe i've been feeling this for a long time.
i just hate the feeling when people don't take me seriously, maybe its the impression i gave people but wtf?!
when i'm saying something serious or giving some suggestions which i really go through the whole effortsfor.. they think i'm joking.
who says people who joke can't give good suggestions?
why does it always have to be you that's right?
its like frokm young till now not really many people take my words seriously.
YA i know sometimes i'm joking all the way long so what?
fuck you, when i said something that makes sense, listen..
the only few that truely hear what i have to say besides my parents is my sec sch cca teachers and cconductress.
yeah, they give me hope, they make me feel useful.
and i'm not afraid to admit that i truely respect my conductress cause she's the first person who gave me chance to prove other people wrong, telling them that i can be better than them and yes, i am.
unlike my friends classmates and whoever, during projects, they only use my ideas only when they ran out of their own ideas or just beacause they wanna add in just to make the whoe list of ideas longer.
TMD FUCKERS, WHO I AM TO YOU?
ya, and when i suggest something they'll say ya, not bad, then in the end, they nv use my suggestions.
KNNCCB, this is the first time after like don't know how many century i'm using vulgars like this in this blog.
I don't care anymore.
I don't mind friends leaving me out in anything.
I'm not hinting or saying anyone.
no ones at fault, i'm the problem of everything.
I DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE.
I'm not afraid of anyone gossiping cause i'm invincible.
I'm not afraid of people who thinks that I'm writing about them when they read this cause no one will ever read this blog.
and please don't condemn youself after reading(to anyone who read it)
and lastly, i'm feeling better, i don't need you people ard me to make me feel better.
hypocrites.

2010-10-04T04:40:00.003+08:00

yeah, had a great night today at huiping's birthday.
great night with great gossips and new names.
hahaha. yeah. kinda fun.
been working recently too, if was like getting bad at work. probably cause of the change in person incharge. totally no discipline.
drank and was in such a half drunk state. like a joke.
yeah.. that's all ah?

2010-09-23T23:16:00.001+08:00

my hands are fucking itchy.
no medication can stop it. so fml.

2010-09-20T02:24:00.003+08:00

Decided to give my blog a change and tada, here it is!
Yeah, no more tagboard, there's only the comment thing, so you know what to do.
Okay, had not blog for quite a time, shall update it awhile.
During the YOG weeks, went for YOG duty. kinda fun and get to know many people.
Had exams during on the 2&3 week of sept, after that 1H07 lunch, chalet with jy and company and also BBQ with Jillian and company.
Been working in between the few days and is currently waiting for F1 to come.
After that will be class chalet, hp's bday chalet, sentosa with 07( if possible), more work and sch!
So that's all for my 2months - 3months holiday.

2010-08-18T02:19:00.002+08:00

decided to blog since i can't sleep.
this few weeks had been quite bad for me.
unlucky things just keep happening without any warning.
though I'm working tmr, i can't sleep now..
feels like vomitting.
I'm srsly very bored.. I don't who I can ask to go out..
every one seems busy.
I miss the old times..
I guess after rejecting invitations for so many times..people will eventually stop asking you..
karma I guess.. blame it on my own doings.
damn it.. hope my bad luck can be gone soon..
or is it just the beginning of everything?

2010-07-25T00:44:00.002+08:00

went to watch movie today.. alone.
a totally new experience for me, it's like a must try..
one in a life time.. and i gradually thinks that it's not a bad idea.
how shd i put it? it's like watching movie alone without distraction while usually I'm the distration to others.
I'm actually deciding to do this more often in future...
But one thing is that I seems to avoid people i know when I'm alone..
I don't know why, but I got the phobia of knocking into someone i know when I'm alone.
Guess it's because I'm afraid of being called a loner..
Maybe I'm someone who crave for popularity..
Or maybe i just wanna look magnificient with many friends...
Shall forgo all this vain and retarded ideas that will influence me.
And carnival this morning was like fun? i guess.
went there without even spending a single cent and i get to eat and drink. for free.
Bese port folio is a killer. probably not only to me, but other HTMers.

2010-07-22T00:29:00.002+08:00

Was srsly knock out for the past few days.
was very grateful for people that helped our grp during the mkt presentation.
went back to pss today, skipped a/c tut.
regret that.
felt that something bad is coming.
and.. saw some retarded things on fb and decided to kill that person if i ever got the chance to see him.
and.. lastly I'm going to bed.

2010-07-16T23:42:00.002+08:00

looking back to approximately 2 years or less ago.
I was doing my accounts paper and i bidden farewell to accounting that i threw everything away after 'Os' and said that I'll nv met it again.
who knows... i just finish my second accounting test paper.
who in the hell will know that accounting survive in HTM?!
that's why.. doubt I'll pass..
sadness.

2010-07-11T22:31:00.002+08:00

hi guys.
how's life. for me it's great I think.
okay, I know I'm being lame at this particular moment.
no choice. that's life when I'm bored even though i shd be preparing for tmr's ssm session.
I would call ssm a fun yet disastrous thing that happen to me.
HAHAHA. trying to laugh or even fake a laugh.
so that's all i got to say yeah?
bye.

2010-07-08T02:03:00.001+08:00

i feel so sleepy now.
but must wait for germany.
hope i win.

2010-06-25T01:04:00.004+08:00

and for the sabah trip, successed.
previously, i had been worrying if i brought everything.
and yes i did, and i also brought things that i shd not, which is my wine opener.
which in the end resulted of me throwing it away.
ya, so that's all.

2010-06-25T01:04:00.001+08:00

I miss you, my friends.
when can i see you again?

2010-06-13T01:32:00.002+08:00

will be gone for approx 5 days.
off to sabah for edu trip. hope it'll be a fun one.
deciding if i shd sleep now.
cos thr seems to be something missing from my luggage.
i'm always stress whenever this kind of things happen.
as i always have no idea if i had successfully packed everything i need in. hais..

2010-06-11T23:12:00.002+08:00

life can always be unexpected.
there's always surprise dissapointment.
so just try to accept and adapt.
you can make it. cos... i believe in you.

2010-06-08T22:37:00.003+08:00

i don't get it why people want others to greet them eventho they don't know the person.
who the fuck are you?
btw, what's the point of calling you when i don't even know who the hell are you and what's your name.
if that's the case, I would need to greet approximately 4millions or more people everyday den?
woah~ what a nymber, maybe my mouth will drop off even before i finish greeting.
ya.. and that's the bad thing working with your mum.
those fucking bitches will just go ard complaining.
yeah. the more you want me to greet you the more i wouldn't.
this had nothing to do with my manners or whatever thing.
its just like i don't even know who are you and you want me to talk to you or whoever like a friend?
please la. everyone that know me knows that i don't talk to people i dunno.
can you people just let me live in this world with peace?

2010-06-02T02:41:00.002+08:00

Just finish revising for tmr's accounting test.
had used the books from sec sch.
make me miss it so much. the life thr is simply so fun and relaxing.
there's no worry on sch work, no scheming people.
all we have is just laughters, pranks and studying.
how i wish i can go back to the past.
there's band, classmates, nice and cheap food and most of all the lousy vending machines that seems to always dispense two quantity insteat of one.
eventho its not some sort of famous sch, but it had good environment.
esp the fresh air they had every morning.
however, there seems to be no more frersh air due to the constructions going on ard there.
really miss that place. the place that make me grow, whr turns me into a matured and somehow more responsible.
I miss sitting beside bernice and scared her with the toy spider.
talking non stop in lessons. getting nervous in english class.
bitching ard, watching the bangalas doing their work in the construction site.
many many more...
however, what i miss the most is being a musician..
i guess i nv had a chance anymore... I srsly regret quitting band in tp.
but i guess i will not go back now. cos its complicated there.
for me it is.. maybe i should gave up on music? or hang on till one day i find one band and make a success out of it?
We'll leave it to fate then..

2010-05-30T22:43:00.002+08:00

I'm here again.
I just realised currently, I'm like a wanderer after sem 2 starts.
I don't know which group I'm in, who's my friends are.
Confusing yeah? Previously I've complaint that I don't like the word clique.
I still don't like it now. But I just had the feeling I'm so off the edges that I wanted to be in a group and form a 'clique' myself.
Don't know what happen. I've seem to drift apart from many people.
Guess many felt that too..
That hollow feeling inside you.
After the joy, I seems to fall deeper into the lonely zone.

2010-05-28T23:33:00.003+08:00

Don't you feel happy when you see a happy scene?

I saw one today. And I smile.

Life's getting better day by day. Esp this sem.

For me I think. So what's more to complain abt?

Enjoy every little thing now.

You'll find peace.

2010-05-28T00:28:00.002+08:00

The night is beautiful.
Have you ever want to just stroll under the night light?
I've been hoping to just go out everynight for a walk.
Just simply enjoy that very moment.
The breeze and the atmosphere.
How I wished I can fly, throughout the night.

2010-05-26T00:12:00.002+08:00

Ytd was the last day at top table.
It was fun there, actually ssm is actually a fun subject.
Begin to love it despite mr goh's roaring and shoutings.
Had been starting to miss top table.
This life, we got to move on with every step.
So I guess I would be looking forward to TCC and sugarloaf.
Finally passed my hair ytd, however, i forgot to bring my stocking.
A total disaster for me.
Holidays are nearing, hmm, malaysia, woohoo.. here i come. hahahahaha

2010-05-23T22:25:00.003+08:00

Are you who you're suppose to be?
Am i still the one in the past?
Who are you, and who am i?
This should be the answer people are trying to look.
But the answer is always not found till when one had finally let go of everything.
So? We'll live and see.

2010-05-20T03:36:00.001+08:00

It's an unpleasant day today.
So let it be thrown over the fence and forget about it.

2010-05-18T21:39:00.004+08:00

Wanted to post something meaningful, but there seems to be nothing on that topic.
I got a sudden interest in literature.
How i wish my sec sch provide us that subject in our batch.
However, writing poetry is totally not my forte.
I simply just enjoy the lesson, reading books and then inferring from the story.
Complication is the only description now. somethimes, I don't know what I'm doing or thinking.
Tired of everything. wished to buried myself in my own wonderland.
However, when we gradually grow up, we must learn how to face stress and handle them.
Maybe even emotions must be controlled.
So i think.. I'm still thinking..
I think should stop having such weird perception that no other humans can understand beside myself.
I seriouly can't explain how I'm feel within myself..
It's like some kind of internal feelings, only me and myself know about it.
Trying to explain is a total wastage of my own time, people's too.
Thus, I stop, I neglect the feelings, I disregard the feelings, throw to the back of my mind.
As time passed, feelings accumulated. When I finally realise, it's already deep inside my brain, heart, body and soul.. They can't be extracted.
So I might sometimes feel confused and feels that the world's complicated.
But somehow, try looking it in a positive perspective made me found new goals and directions in life.
As this feelings are not to be abandon, they're part of us, our memories, our life.
Instead we should treasure them.
Eventhough people don't always understands you thoroghly, it's not their fault, people are all born in different backgrounds, they have their own characteristics and thinking.
Therefore, just try to live life to the best, tolerate and be harmonious to people aroud us.
I'm now moving towards this direction. Hope i could succeed.

2010-05-17T20:28:00.003+08:00

top table today. tiring.
that's all i can say.
quite fun. It's actually how to perceive the whole ssm thing.
so for me. i decided to make it fun, why not?
why worry so much for things that have not even happen?
the more you worry, the more mistake you make..
so for those having ssm down the week..
take it easy. have fun!

2010-05-17T04:09:00.000+08:00

it's raining middle of the night. would be a nice and comfortable weather if i can continue sleeping.

2010-05-16T00:49:00.001+08:00

There's ups and downs in life.
My down is coming and will be gone soon again.
So, what's there to complain abt life?
Everything is fair...

2010-05-14T12:25:00.002+08:00

In sch lab now. everything is damn new. feel like stealing the keyboard home. hahahas.
anyway, skipped accounting lec halfway through. i've been sleeping for the first one hour and den woke up andg off.
waste my time in there.
hmm. bese lec later.
hahaha. someone just said i've become v nice.
i think so too sia. i've become a nicer version of the actual nice me.

2010-05-12T23:48:00.003+08:00

.sipei. says:
*fun sia
*siew bao ah siew bao
*why you so funny?
*tell me why pls
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*LOL!
*no reason!
*is in my genes alr!
*HAHAHAHAHA
.sipei. says:
*EH.
*i like your answer
*HAHAHAHAHAHAH
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*hahahaha! my parents also very joker
*hahaha
*no la.
.sipei. says:
*hahah
*dunnid deny
*i know that the true
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*haha! i am just joking leh!
*my parents damn serious.
.sipei. says:
*HAHAHA
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*we eat dinner cannot talk
.sipei. says:
*i know la
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*hahaha
*no la
.sipei. says:
*eat dinner cannot use phone
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*ya!
*cannot use comp
*hahaha
.sipei. says:
*who eat dinner use comp
*so big
*put on dining table also not enough space
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*hahahaha!
*side table ma
.sipei. says:
*HAHAHA
*but normally ppl eat wun use comp de la
*unless those zhai nan/nv
*what you doingnow?
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*haha
*scanning lor.
.sipei. says:
*haha
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*troublesome
.sipei. says:
*thought you dun wan?
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*send to who?
*want want:D
*i lazy. but my hands must be busy
*hahaha
.sipei. says:
*gpevent@tunglok.com
*hahahaha
*why hands must be busy
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*if not will itchy
*hahaha
*no la
.sipei. says:
*wah lao
*funny sia
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*haha funny ah. omg
*means is really in my genes alr.
.sipei. says:
*hahahaha
*i thought i'm the only one who have it
*so you also have it
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*hahahahaha!
*i took injection ma
.sipei. says:
*huh. yours not natural de ah?
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*ya. i took injection. additional humourous injection.
.sipei. says:
*oh..
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*just like people who are naturally pretty. then i took plastic surgery
.sipei. says:
*you know why i recently not so humorous liao mah?
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*why?
.sipei. says:
*cos that time i took the serious injection.
*den i bluff goh say is thyphoid
**typhoid
*but i think useless leh
*i only get abit less hyper
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*LOL!
.sipei. says:
*can tell me you go whr injection
*i wanna go take
*see will make me back to normal not.
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*that one i took is my mum inject for me de leh.
.sipei. says:
*huh.
*sian sia
*den how?
*nvm la.
*i think will be useless to me
*cos my humourous lvl max liao.
*got it?
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*hahahahaahahahaha!
*you ah!
.sipei. says:
*hahahaha
*you dun think so meh?
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*yes yes
*i agree so much!
*hahahaha
.sipei. says:
*wah thank you leh
*but i think you catching up leh
*i dun care i also want that injection
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*haha! i try help ask my mum
*hahaha
.sipei. says:
*okay can
*go now
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*crazy. later my mum think i study too hard
*hahaaha
.sipei. says:
*HAHAHA
*but i thought your mum help you inject one?
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*she say she too old liao
*hahaha
.sipei. says:
*ahahahahaha
*really joker sia you
(43-no.04) Siewhwee:D says:
*hahaha. thank you thank you!

I CANNOT BELIEVE WE HELD THIS CONVO SO LONG!!!

But it's funny!

2010-05-12T21:24:00.003+08:00

hmm.. today is another great day. tmr will be a better day, and fri will be the best :D
anyway.. i realised that i always got nth to do at home.
so going to sch now is one of my entertainment.
okay not really..
I even use 20 mins for a 5 min walk home.
see how bored i am?
eventho I got alot projs to do..
i'm just simply bored... :(

2010-05-10T23:43:00.001+08:00

Life's getting better? Yeah, i think so :D

2010-05-09T19:42:00.001+08:00

sorethroat and headache.
contented with my life today :D

2010-05-09T01:20:00.000+08:00

I just realised june babies got alot of friendship probs.

2010-05-09T01:05:00.002+08:00

went to clarke quay ytd. have dinner at mfm. celebrated g and sh bday.
after that walk all the way to marina bay sands.
the place is damn freaking nice.
eventho its a long journey but its still worth it.
nice walk to mbs. ahhahaha
went bugis today. wanted to study but in the end did not.
went to find sze ping at her work place. but that idiot dun even know whr she's working. made us go wrong place.
hahahahahaa
aftermath, went to bugis den ps den home while jill went to pam's hse.
ssm proficiency test coming. and i still got no clue of what i'm suppose to do.
damn insecure now..
P.S need a dental check up.

2010-05-06T00:47:00.004+08:00

i'm srsly crazy at this v moment.
deleting and re-adding songs into my itunes.
i guess since thr's nth to do.. i might as well do this.
hmm... so be it..
the weather is killing me..
hate staying in a country that's near the eqautor..
today is not a v happy day.
ya.. its not.. esp after tut..
worried abt ssm..
excited on msia trip..
unhappy because of the sharings.. resolved after that..
angry because of some small issue..
tired deep down in the heart..
happy because tmr will be a brand new day.
so let the unhappiness be the past and happiness for the future.
hahaha. anticipating for tmr's bfast set.

2010-05-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

omg.. my $730 is gonna fly away tmr. super sian ttm. hais.
delvina seems like changing her country. omg
who am i going to share a room with.
definitely not someone i dunno.
really v irritated with ppl that say they wanna go but in the end nv.
wth..esp after planning all those.
aiya.. nvm la..
just see how ba..

2010-05-04T01:21:00.002+08:00

srsly.. the weather today sucks.
skipped ssm today. sure die next week.
need to pay for the msia trip now. super no money.
shd stop spending. bank left bits of money nia.
think htm damn exp sia.
my parents like no money to afford me in this course.
exp when i got a sis that spent money like water (direct translate)
keep buying unneccessary things.
nv think of her financial status.
because of her.. i cant buy alot of things..
tmd.
hope i can have tons of money.
hope my parents win 4D.

2010-05-01T01:29:00.002+08:00

hais.. so irritated all of a sudden..
srsly dunno who i am now..
from young ppl expect me to be good.. so i am..
in relatives eyes, I'm good, understanding, and obedient..
but i dun wanna be like this anymore..
cos i cant have my own emotions.. all i can be is happy..
angry to me seems far away..
nowadays, they might think i become v easily agitated or frustrated..
they seems to think that i'm being rude..
hmm.. is it true? I don't know..
I've been living like this for past 17 yrs.. trying to not let ppl worry..
always trying to be happy when i'm not..
I dun think thr's any human being really know me..cos they just wanna know the you that's happy and always agree with them..
they come to you when thr's fun, walk away when thr's trouble..
quite superficial.. but who's not? i am superficial too..
I'm becoming paranoid of ppl... i dunno if they's real or fake...
I also dun want ppl to see through me before i see through them.
everyone's thinking in this way, so it's delaying all the way.
What is the definition of friends..
everyone trying to figure out that..
But they nv do.. cos they themselves are not real friends too...
bffs? besties? all are fake in this reality now.. maybe few are reals...
but who knows?
i myself is not a good one.. so probably, i dun deserve a good one..
i miss my childhood now.. when i just spent my days with my cousins..
they are nv once fake.. think its because they are related to me..
I'm not emoing.. just trying to solve my own prob through my own way..
letting what i think out is a way of de-stressing.
so i guess.. i've finally thought it out?
hope so.. my brain and my thoughts.. they're weird.
I hate nvss, the sch fucked up ttm.. no wonder my sis hates it. fucked up teachers calling non stop. creating havoc at home. tmd.
anyway, thr's something i need to say.. i don't have cliques... i only have friends.. and all of them belong to one category which is friends...
cliques is just too extra to me.. plus.. why shd i have cliques?
so dun ever say i'm in this or that clique.. it irritates me..
hmm.. and i hate old pics that i dun really want it to be up being posted on fb. if any of you wanna post.. dun tag me.. cos thr's some part of my memory i dun wanna see those things again, or i'm tired of it..
so that's all..
YAY! I've thought it out. this time.. it took me 2 weeks to thought it out..
it's good.. wun get depression..
:)

2010-04-27T23:20:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. second week of school.
SSM was fun ytd, except for the plate part. that cause aches for my left arm.
especially the wrist part, nonetheless, mr goh was exceptionally kind.
think its just because our sch won the dunno what competition that's why he's happy.
next week will be a disastrous week again.. how i wish our sch team win everyweek.
hais. anyway.. ssm need injection.. okay worst part of my life is to be in contact with needles.
tmdtmdtmd.
hope i dun die..
erm.. thr's seems to be nth to say anymore.. blogging is boring.. *temporary*

p.s I need to get my suit back from pss. omg.. srsly..

2010-04-22T01:29:00.004+08:00

Have not post for a long time. quite busy this few weeks.
okay, let me update all of you..
start from 11 apr, last last sun. went to celebrate kb's bday.
was a fun day tho it was short..
Next day mon, went kbox with xinyi they all. brand new experience.. fun ttm..
siew xy and i damn high. hahaha
den my grandma passed away at night, so was busy with the funeral till sat..
went for concert. and boom mon arrive.
sch starts and ssm was just a new beginnig..
srsly ssm -.-
watched the queen which is bai quan nv wang. realised quite nice. hahahaha
that's all. thr;s no sch for me tmr. hehehehe

2010-04-07T01:33:00.001+08:00

Second week in temasek green.
was getting more and more exciting and also bored.
It was so far from the shops and cheers.
need to take damn long to reach thr.
It's like omg.
anyway. this'll be the last week and presentation on sat.
going back tmr for formal.
thanks to the teacher. last min ttm
anyway, so fun this few days.

2010-03-29T00:14:00.003+08:00

After this few day of super moody and violent behaviour.
I guess I'm back to normal.
Dun know what had happen to me.
Maybe I'm confused of the reality, confused of what I'm supposed to become.
And lastly, confused of my own mood.
So I guess I'll just go back and live in the past where believing that everyone is kind.
that's all. moving in to temasek green tmr. excited.

2010-03-26T00:19:00.003+08:00

Will be the last day i work as transnational starts tmr.
Have a fun time working. eventho it's kinda tiring.
As for those who dunno, I'm working in imperial treasure. its like just taking dish out from kitchen and pass to other people. Made alot of friends.
Two of them are closest to me.. cos our age nearest..
Jodi and Jiayu, both youger den me by 1 yr.
Jiayu just came on mon as he's not studying anymore. Jodi waiting for poly to start.
Hais.. eventho it's fun thr.. I dunno who's real and fake.
I'm srsly v troubled over this. Ppl thr seems friendly but dunno if they are real.
like jodi, she's like more use to the outside world. she's sometime acting like those selfish adult.
She told me when i first go.. she said think abt yourself as no one will think of you.
This made me v not use to it.
In sch, teacher ask us to share and think of others. but in reality it's the opp.
I told my mum abt this.. but she say i must get use.
She said i just work 2wks feel so stress what abt future..
quite true.
hais.. I'm still thinking of leaving food for those aunties that nv eat. cos they also v hungry.
But jodi leep saying just dun care. If they wana eat they will.
But I always seems to sympathize them.. they like more tiring den us. so they shd be eating more. They also our colleagues mah.
Because my mum work thr. No one dare to scold me. cos they dun wanna offend my mum.
Cos no one dare to offend her too.. It'll only make their life difficult.Not like she in v big post. but her work is link to the whole thing. so i guess.. hard to explain..
But i think they'll speak bad behind my back. which i totally dun like.
My mum say Its normal.. but i just dun like. Have or not also dun like. If nv that's good.
But sure have de.. ppl gossips.. i do too.
This is just reality la..
Cant help it..
But this make me v troubled...
Maybe i shd get used to it. Hope thr's still king soul ard. And hope jiayu they newbie dun get influence by the negative thinking.
Eventho thr's so many bad things.. i enjoy working thr. cos of those ppl that joke with me. HAHAHA. thanks jodi, jiayu, kiki, fanny, qun jie and the aunties.

2010-03-23T23:44:00.002+08:00

Work is getting fun. And i got to know more ppl.
thinking of the first time i go. damn scare of others.
and only go find my mum only breaks. ppl will only call me my mum's daughter.
but now. they call my name.
i really hate it when i getting close to someone or somethings.
i got to leave them.
i dunno what to say now. I'm v sad.
next sun, which is 4 apr will be last day i see them. haix.
hope i can go back. will miss those aunty and friends.
I'm feeling sad now. :'(

2010-03-19T00:34:00.002+08:00

drop my phone twice today. TMD.
thanks to that useless cover which i spent $25 on it.
This phone really spent alot of my money.
*clang* sound of my heart breaking.
my left ear is srsly v pain now.
What shd i do?
I srsly need money now.
can someone control my spending?
I think i shd go look for a foc supervisor to supervise my spendings.

2010-03-17T17:58:00.003+08:00

here i am again.
this is my venting machine.
aklsd;fja;sdklfalnvwerin;aurgksjnvafvja;;;;;;gh9oaeghisdfvc
don't even know why I'm like that.
rebellious age is over i think.
but i can't control my anger.
the happy go lucky me in the past is gone.
completely gone now.
you can't find it now.
hope the me now can disappear too..
my blog getting emo.. tmd. must not let this happen.
tmr will be a better day. or maybe at night.

2010-03-13T01:42:00.002+08:00

I got bird shit on my head at 11.45pm. TMD.
12march2010 totally not my day.
Kena tori q sauce on pants den kena bird shit on head.
TMD I WILL KILL THAT BIRD ONE DAY.
kena bullied by bird at home go out also kena bullied by bird.
that time still say bird cute.
whr got cute?!
going to sleep now. tata.

2010-02-26T02:27:00.002+08:00

was looking at the posts I've blogged in the past.
was srsly diff from now. dun know if that a change.
things change throughout years, so many changes.
change of friends, styles, behaviours and maybe some of the personality.
but do ppl really change inside their heart?
that's the thing I'm confused abt.
will that person after few years be the one i first know or had change?
am I who I am now in few years time?
I really wanna know.. thinking of myself in the past...
i srsly thinks that I'm a totally super gl person..
up till now still v gl, but not as gl as the past. is this a change?
or just purely maturity?
So who I really am?
or do you really know yourself?
hmm.. what a good question...
Cause usually, people who say they know themselves well often don't.
so i suppose... this is a question that can never be answer...
I'm tired now.. but i can't sleep. why is it so? probably due to my sleeping time ytd..
i woke up too late today.. can't fall asleep, that's why I'm blogging.
There are always full of things to blog at night...
things like what's gonna happen in future, what had actually happen in the past.. reminiscing of the past makes me wonder alot of things..
i think i shd stop this things. cause this is abit not like me ah..
i think i got split personality...
i think i'm tired now..
i think i don't know what i'm actually typing.
i think i shd sleep now.

BBQ

2010-02-25T15:58:00.004+08:00

finish paper ytd.
BBQ was fun, won jasp money frm black jack again.
Jy's dogs super cute, but genelle always thinking of ways to get rid of them.
E.g, let the little girl sit on the dog and the dog die. eeyer, so cruel.
den jasp looks funny walking the dogs. hahaha.
after that ym,jy,wt,jasp,joe,bryan and me went to sing till 3 plus.
The mvs for the eng songs there are all jokes. hahahaha.
went prata after K-ing
After that, all of us went home and sleep.
HAPPY TTM. SHIOK AH!
i wanna go fly kite one day. :D

2010-02-19T00:17:00.001+08:00

sipei. says:
*copycat
**meow*
Genelle says:
*woohoz
.sipei. says:
*last time i got alot
*but comp reformat den no more
Genelle says:
**meow*
.sipei. says:
*all v funny de
Genelle says:
*SUPPOSED TO BE EMOTICON RIGHT
*HAHAHAHAHHAHA
*THEN YOU FORGOT
*THEN NO MORE
*RIGHT
*IS IT
.sipei. says:
*no
*jus wanna meow cos i said cat
*HAHAHAHAHA
*paiseh
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Genelle says:
*........................................
*it's not
*it's you got lor
.sipei. says:
*no
Genelle says:
*you rly meant for it to be emoticon
.sipei. says:
*i dun hav
*HAHAHAHA
*paiseh
*I'm gonna blog this
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Genelle says:
*WHAT
*so what's the thing?
*what's the real one?
.sipei. says:
*nth
Genelle says:
*SO IS IT SUPPOSED TO BE EMOTICON
.sipei. says:
*i jus wanna meow cos i said copy CAT
Genelle says:
*okay.
.sipei. says:
*NO
Genelle says:
*i don't believe you still.
.sipei. says:
*no lor

This idiot just dun believe that i meow jus becos of cat. STUPID!

CNY

2010-02-15T00:15:00.003+08:00

CNY was fun, esp when meeting those cousin that i've not seen for long.
Jus simply love it. Missed biz park for no reason.
Went to eat reunion dinner at my maternal's side ytd and noon at my paternal's side, after that maternal side again.
Michelle's dog was cute. but her hse damn no receiption.
staying over at aunt sang hse now.
drinking water is like doing exercise.
walk down to drink, when walk up thirsty again.
i miss my bed sia. and my acer. my everything.
anyway, doubt gg to msia tmr, cos aunt sang dun wanna go, nt enough car.
sian, promise uncle william gg over liao. miss msia ttm.
those life i had thr when young. thinking of that, hadn't been thr for years after my mum eldest sis sold her hse thr.
sian sia. i hope tmr can go back. really hope. I LOVE JB!
time for me to sleep la. tata.

My Poly Life: 1H07

2010-02-12T20:54:00.014+08:00

Today marked the last day of year 1 in Poly, and this also means that it's the last day of 1h07.
A class full of joy, happiness and jokes. It's like the most bonded class I've ever been in. srsly, this is the fact. So I'm here now, to tell you more abt my lovely classmates.

1) Amanda Lim(06December1992) - my first impression of her is that she's weird, as when ask her things, she'll just say idk. It's like so ..... However, after knowing her, she's actually quite friendly, although she will still continue her 'idk' thing. But its better now. She sometimes also kept her feeling to herself, so dun really know what she thinking. She's a KPOP fanatic and she loves Jonas brothers.

2)Andre Chia(02June1992) - Know him because he's yanyee's friend plus a band member like me. Feels that he's just a normal guy and he look quite mature when i first sees him. After knowing him, he's like lame, random and violent(sometimes la). Gets emo sometimes, due to some reason. As for normal, He's a happy person. He got sweaty palms, class number one sweaty palm. Andre's palm = Waterfall. Become quite good friend with him. He just bought a Iphone. OMG!!!

3)Bryan freeman(03January1992) - He's a mix of indonesian dutch and chinese. First impression is that he's name is so special. Felt that he quite attention seeking. After knowing him, feel that he was a complete joker plus actor. Currently my Tao. Quite loyal to friend, loves to socialize and drink. Even though he smokes, but he wouldn't do that in front of us. Care for his classmates. My best partner in role playing. Tao eh, forever support you. He loves John Mayer ttm.

4)Cher Siew Hwee(26August1992) - She is completely a guai kia on the first look. Was also a band member in secondary school. Talk softly, very kind, responsible. Amiable to be exact. Who knows that she got her hidden self. She was so aggressive when she's angry, when she's normally a passive person. And recently, she lied to the whole class that she won 40k. First time lying to class and BOOM, she succeeded. She's actually a great liar. Her name has officially changed to Cha Sao Bao after joining 1H07. Anyway, she got a kindness award before, go google her name and tada, there she is.

5)Chua Wee Ting(19June1992) - Don't really have any first impression of her, so sorry. The only thing i remember is that we start talking during orientation and her birthday was only one day b4 me. She was also the first few to become my friends in poly life. Don't see that she so small size, her stomach is totally a big hole, nth satisfy her enormous appetite. Her ear was damn big too. and her mushroom head was once our joke. She's controlling her diet recently.

6)Clement Tay(24August1991) - Seems like a guy that will be v hardworking at first. Who knows that he was totally opposite of what I think of him. Super blur and sometimes to be honest, dumb. But very helpful, kind. He DONATED $10 to my friend. Seldom get angry, but even if he did, he wouldn't say out. Chairperson of our class, but dun look like. Super slack, damn slow. He's getting fatter day by day. His face is damn "chubby". Dun ever let him joke. His joke freezed everyone to death. Seriouly.

7) Delvina Divya Devarajoo(02May1992) - The only student that was not chinese. Had bad impression of her when school starts. She's either not here or skipped lesson. Does not really do her projects. After IHT, become hardworking due to some evalutaion things(just let it over). Sem 2. Got into same grp as me. Was not as bad as i thought. She's actually quite friendly, approachable and some how helpful ( cos she lend me admin book room). She loves to drinnk and party. She's once in my gang during OB roleplay. She's working at starbucks, you can go look for her there. Her "seriously slap me/kill me/poke me" and "FML" were classics. Seriously, slap me.

8) Genelle Koh(15May1992) - Dao to the max when i first saw her. dun really know her that well in sem 1 cos I think that she super duper dao + scary. D is her blood type. Know her better in Sem 2. Still as Dao as Sem 1, but added some Gl-ness in. Although she look dao, she's actually quite coward, she got fear of birds, dogs, hamsters anything that's cute. She got speciality in her bones as they have holes. Disgusting and scary,typical freak. Her fave band is Mcfly, she loves them and she got all their songs. Is joking at all times, and somehow kind for sometimes(once in a blue moon kind).Like wee ting, she eat non-stop. *IMPT*: Her sleeping time = 10pm. just like a primary school kid(I think we'll be forcing ourselves to sleep at 10 pm). Number 2 in sweaty palms. Her palms sweat like there's no tomorrow. Just imagine a tap that cannot be closed.

9)Jasper Ong(17Februrary1992) - Look like a typical Ah Beng to me when i first see him. Look scary. In the end, he's just a boy in his heart. His size and his characteristic damn not match to the max. He's just a person that is totally deprived from sleep. He's able to sleep wherever he is. Most of his photos that are being taken are photos of him sleeping. Sleep in class, labs, project rooms etc... He's blur, always forget to take his things but his exams and work are all As and Bs. Just plain smart, that's all i can say. He got a long lost twin brother in Century Square selling prata. His trying to start a new trend now, having holes on clothes. Jiayou Jasper.

10)Michele Koe(28August1992) - First impression of her. " This ah lian from where sia???" So sorry to michele. She totally not Ah Lian sia. Because of her hair colour, stereotyping la. no choice. Hamster lover like me, always chat with me abt hamsters. woohoo. Sem 2, dye her hair to a darker colour. Not used to it at first, after that okay. She's sometimes the only one that entertain me. V hardworking, study damn hard for exams. Damn zhai in her projects and works. Is actually a complete idiot to computers, but genelle told me that she online shopping since sec2. weird. GET WELL SOON. she's falling sick recently.

11)Alan Kor(13June1988) - He was the oldest in our class, because he finished NS and JC. Thinks that he shd be very clever and good in his work as he's from JC. stereotyping again. Actually he's okay with his work, but not really good in teams. Can be friends but not team mates kind of person. Is friendly but sometimes quiet. Never talk during lessons even lectures. Will always remind people of deadlines on projects. Is super organised. He's actually quite difficult to understand as no one knows what he's thinking. Maybe aage gap? or maybe personality. He's capable of downloading movies and show, jus tell him what you want and pass him a thumbdrive, within a few days you get it. He's currently working in Orchard as a desk receiptionist during the weekends. Can go find him there. Good luck.

12)Lim Choon Sze(23November1992) - Looks super mature but mentality is just 17 months, going 18 this year. Can be said that she's my first friend. Thanks to 7 wonders. Very childish at times, but super good at her school works. Excellent in her micro. If i manage to pass my Micro. thanks to her srsly. She got a great passion for getting good results. Eat non stop, talk on the phone non stop too. She can just pick up her phone and talk before and after every meals/lesson. Or even when eating halfway. Pro right?! She loves her ah ma, mother, brothers alot, and they love her too. Her Iphone was just for my entertainment during micro. She loves Sakae too. that's why she's still working there now.

13)Lim Sze Hui(10May1992) - She's from SGS, what coincide is that she's my best friend classmates. That's how I know her. She's lame but not lamer den me. Feels that she's very friendly to everyone. First day of school went ard socializing with the whole class. Loves chomp chomp, saw her thr for quite a number of time. Was from girls brigade and was the best. Three cheers for her, Hip Hip Hurray X 3. Loves to take photos, bring her cam ard, helping the class to take photos. But take decades to post it up. She just simply loves dory fish and her family. She had just influence almost the whole class into online shopping.

14)Lim Yan Chin(26Februrary1992) - Don't really like him at first. Thinks that he super haolian on his O's and his super vulgar speech. Gradually thinks that he's quite okay except for his vulgarities. Helpful to all of us. He got 2 broken leg that he don't wanna fixed it. Always dislocate and you can see him putting it back when walking halfway. He is a fan to heavy metals/rocks, don't really know what he talking abt sometimes due to different frequency, He just told me he's afraid of his mum. He's feeling sad this few days cos we're spliting. Don't sad la, let your rock songs rock up your mood!

15)LOW sipei(20June1992) - that's me. I'm super lame. I have a magical scalp. When first get into this class I was like -.- I dun like this class. all of the ppl so scary. ya.. I'm like some introvert. As times pass by, my real me is being shown. that siao kia, joker and also bryan's tudi. Now when I step into the class, OMG, I love this class. Got ppl scary? who? genelle? no la, she's just acting. Alan? no la, he's just focusing on his work. everything no la. They're are fun loving ppl. Ya, this will be my answer. Now we eat, talk, have lesson, joke and do everything tgt. Other class de, dun jealous la, your class not like that because not 07, too bad lor, sad for you.

16)Ong Jing Ying(13march1991) - Looks friendly and indeed, she's friendly. Always laughing. Called her sis during Sem 1. She's in love with Mickey mouse, Minnie is just a complement. Or maybe a substitute. She's playing neopets with me ytd. And she just got her car license last year. Awaiting her to buy a car that fits 22 ppl and fetch us ard. Quite a good friend and classmates, like to take photos too. Tried to squeeze into my vest ytd. Lastly, she got a cute nephew and she can buy cheap alcohol. Woohoo~

17)Poon Yiming(23march1992) - Nickname Yoji, thinks he quite sissy when first saw him. He's always looking weak. Is like those kind you hit him den cry. However, he's not. Joker, and sometimes do things that are quite kua. When taking photos, weird expression comes out from his face. He's the male version of Lady Gaga. Husband of Bryan Freeman, they are a loving couple with alot of external affairs. He can eat alot. eat eat eat, like non-stop. But there're times that he's full. he love raw things. Especially those with blood. Gloss is how he pronounce gross. Like me, Genelle's bone to him is just simply glosssss. When he was shopping with his mum, he look like a little boy. And he forgot to share his sister with his wife. This made them quarrel again.

18)Melody Sim(22April1992) - My second friend in 1h07. Damn dao when i first see her. Danced with her during the Tp dance. the face was like 'i wanna kill you' kind of face. Super don't dare talk to her. After knowing her, is like, okay la. nt so dao. Bang Bang Tang is her everything. srsly, they sucks( no la). Quite emo some times, maybe is her personality, easily stressed. Go to school with her everyday, or maybe almost everyday. Will have some interesting story from her. Her ah ma is just ... HAHAHAHA. Her favourite thing is her sec sch library, cos she's a libririan. A boring CCA, suitable for her. HAHAHA. just kidding. She's a superwoman too. She's recently addicted to Autumn's Concerto, and her watching speed is slow. She's helpful to me, always reminding me of things. If not her, I think I'll die during first sem. Thanks a lot! Now, She got SHASHA. Dun be a lamp post like us, forever surrounding them. She'll be alone from Sunday onwards. Cause her family gg oversea. Cool man.

19)Tan Nian Qi(06December1991) - Don't be confused, yes, her birthday is same as amanda. Seriously, when i first saw her, she was super talkative. I think that she's the first to talk to everyone in class. Good right?! She get emotional quite often, a little bit sensitive. Thinks she cried the most in our class. Sometimes don't even know what she cry for. She's able to cry and laugh at a same time(I'm learning it right now). She's in TPSU, and she's very good with people in TPSU. Can be quite loud. quite funny too. Most of the time see her smiling. Smile more, be proud to show ppl your braces.

20)Joe Tan Xuan Han(07October1992) - Look so anti in the first place, always goes with his friend. until now, still his friend. But was more bonded with us now. His house is damn big, like a mansion, or even bigger. Spent $50++ on hair, but the end results was like ... no comments. Super slack. Beware of him, don't see he normally very quiet, when he criticise people it's like hitting the nails on the head. Spotting right on the person's weakness and making it funny. He's now my tudi, thanks to some special occasion; i outwin him in somethings, and tada, he's my tudi now. When he laugh, he make weird sound and expression. Can try and see next time. He's super scare of ppl tickling him.

21)Tay Xin Yi(04January1992) - Same primary sch as me, She recognise me when she saw me on the orientation day. So relieved that I can see my primary school mates. Heard of her name but nv really know her. She's always act as if she's very violent, but actually she's not. Maybe deep inside her heart, she's caring. Don't know that. She's like staying jus a few blocks away from me. never knew that until she tell me, just thought that she lives nearby me. Sometimes kind sometimes not. depends on her mood. She'll be helping out for her parents in the market when they need her. Basketball player; Become scary once she touch a basketball. Her fingers are damn short. lol whenever i see that.

22)Joyce Yang Ziqi(31October1992) - First impression, Eh, look like my primary 3 classmate. Never go and ask her. Confirm after i saw her name. She says i shd just go talk to her that day when i saw her, now i wanna ask her why never come talk to me on that day? Damn coincidence la. Typical blood type G. Guailan is in her blood and is ttm those kind. Never really interact with her in Sem 1. Cause she's dao and scary like genelle, that's why they clique. Got to know her better when we got into the same commskills group. Look daze sometimes. Accused me of not jio-ing her to sit on bus when she was all the way looking out of the window with her ear piece stuck in her ear, how to jio? Next time take bus wit me, better be more alert, like this CONFIRM will have seat.

That's all for you guys, srsly, I've spent 3 hours doing this. I got a sudden proud feeling for myself. I never knew that I'll spend 3 hours blogging. Wah, 1H07 really motivates me. Eventhough we do not bear to have our class split-up. Feels that this is not purely coincidence that most of my classmates in this class actually links to my other friends. Feels that this is actually fates, for me to meet this people and have fun with them. Esp the videos and photos we took, and also our roleplay. No choice, there's always an end to everything. Just remember that we'll see each other in sch. Rmb to greet each other.
Dam sad sia, I know you all very touched now. Don't cry ah. Don't need be too thankful la.
Just treat me Hagen Daz ice cream, if not just treat me to Swensens can liao la. I'm not too demanding de la. no la, just kidding. What shd i say now? Oh ya. Happy valentines and Happy chinese new year. All the best for our exams. Looking forward for BBQ. WOOHOO~ I got a feeling woohoo, that tonight's gonna be a good night.

2010-02-06T22:00:00.003+08:00

srsly, i sprained my leg again. haha. 4th time.
i jus realised that everytime i chat wit ppl, i seems to mixed up what they say.
It's lyk they saying one thing but i interpret to the other.
It's jus damn ps sia. den after that will be damn awkward.
ok, srsly, i dunno why i cant fit in sometimes.
sian. sad.

2010-01-29T00:51:00.001+08:00

okay, reach home at 10 plus gg 11 today.
stay in sch wit andre n choon sze to do dreamweaver.
do for 1 hr or so, decided to play fb. haha.
we've play and talk all the way to 9 plus.
den go for dinner.
met andre's friend, ruby and her classmates from 1H05.
so we decided to eat tgt.
was a fun day . laugh all the way till we go home.
hahas. hope to see them agn.
I've fall in love with tp recently.
feel so happy going to sch.

2010-01-17T15:01:00.003+08:00

Went chomp again ytd.
had really ate till i feel lyk vomitting.
cos need to wait for vaness n angela to reach, we start eating from 6 plus to 8 plus.
I feel lyk puking after that.
was like dying.
i swear i will nt go chomp chomp for at least 2 months.

2010-01-15T21:05:00.002+08:00

Went to watch Jump just now.
The show was just purely a comedy.
Den went arcade for awhile.
After that went eating.
Had not blog for quite a long time.
was busy though.
Started watching Hi My sweetheart. realised it was indeed a nice show.
I still needa complete OB micro socio gtt cs.
these are consequences of my laziness. haha.
It's payback time now.
so tatas.

2010-01-08T23:44:00.002+08:00

went gym jus now. felt dizzy halfway.
maybe due to my hunger as i've not eaten anything since 2pm.
went hm eat after that.
Am now blogging at home.
finally change back to my usual sleeping time.
last few weeks was like hell.
finish watching you're beautiful.
now I'm gonna sleep after my cafe world.

2010-01-04T01:20:00.002+08:00

Okays, end of new year. Its finally 2010, a new year with resolutions.
Which also mean I'm gonna be older, the only sad thing here.
Recently addicted to kpop.
Due to influence frm my sis n cousin.
haix... wat a big influence.
eventhough i dun understand wth they r talking abt, but korean drama seems so attractive to me recently.
doing my micro now. hoping i can get a reply mail from wonglily tmr.
sian half.
i had pushed back all my work due to new year and christmas.
hahs. i'm dead meat now. srsly.
hope to finish this sem quickly.
hope to go thailand, hope to get into french cds.
hope i can eat like human again. hope i can get new clothes.
yearning to go for a shopping spree. hope chinese new year come soon.
hope holidays come soon. hope i can get a job.
hope that i have tons of money.
hope that i dun get too addicted to kpop. one at home is enough.

2009-12-25T21:45:00.002+08:00

It's christmas. hohoho.
went to celebrate at aunt hse ytd.
turkey rocks. hahahahas
anw, went ikea ytd den went aunt hse gym.
den celebrate wit fam n relatives.
took abt half day of bus ytd. got my pay.
that's all. everyone, enjoy ur hols cos it's ending soon.

2009-12-22T10:01:00.002+08:00

Here to update this blog.
Nth much interesting happening to me.
Was somehow camping at home in my small comfy room.
Feel that going out was waste of time.
There's oso nowhere i feel lyk gg.
So had been staying in my room playing comp &watching show since start of hols.
Nt yet started proj.
Tried not to sleep for 40-50 hours.
Succeeded and was now sleeping back to my usual sleeping time.
But quite nice, slp early and wake up early.
Okay, end of today's topic, gonna play games n watch show again.

2009-12-15T22:36:00.003+08:00

Went to do our geog post on Go-Kart today.
N got a shocked out of my life.
The place was........ speechless.
Deserted, dirty, unorganised, obsoleted, torn down, etc.
So we decided not to do Go-Kart.
When to a nearby KFC to discuss.
To prevent the unbearable heat shining right upon our fragile skins.
And also to prevent skin diesease that the UV ray can cause us.
Decided to go sentosa on thurs morning.
Maybe some mild tanning. hahs.
I forgotten where we are going to do. so jus let it be.

MONDAY
Okay, when to chomp chomp once again.
This time with only gerald and ashley.
Because Mr Quek Wee Kit ps us last min.
Nonetheless, it's still enjoyable.
Met at chomp chomp mac to discuss some things.
We decided to make a tee for ourselves. which is a tee that only a few of us will have.
Discuss to 5 plus, went to bus stop to wait for wk.
Till 6 see he nv come den we go eat.
Ordered and ate String ray, Oyster omelette, Satays, Chicken Wings and Gigantic drinks.
Hahas. felt damn freaking full after that.
The only one that was not really full is ashley. weird siax.
Chit chat and gerald realised his dad bought a turkey, hahs.
He's gonna eat till he's totally bloated.
After that, bused home in 136.

2009-12-12T00:56:00.003+08:00

I simply hate holidays.
It mean the started of boredom and projs.
This simply jus sucks.
I'm locked up at home, no where to go.
Almost dying away from the society.
Losing my sanity. due to my isolation away from the society.
Numbing my senses through the holidays.
The only reason for me to go out will be projects.
I even lost interest in gg oversea.
Reluctant to do anything.
Any extra activities will be redundant to me.
I feel that my adrenaline is running low.
no motivation, no mood, no interest.

song of the day: Just Say Yes-Snow Patrol

2009-12-11T01:47:00.002+08:00

homed now.
went to aunt hse n stay ytd right after ob.
nv even prepared anything,
phone was low bat. haha. so i off it.
since no one really contact me.
played and watch tv wit my cousin.
den slp till morning.
damn tired, cos was awake by cousin in midnight.
thinking of many things.
headaches, i need to make some decisions now.
ok. i'm signing off. bye.

2009-12-08T00:03:00.003+08:00

I'm done with micro now.
Left psychology quiz and OB.
Which srsly OB is the main priority now.
Wanted to jog today, but dunno y, after lunch i dun feel lyk going anyghr but home.
Home sweet home uh.
Took a nap, woke up at 7 plus.
Watched Lengends Of Zorro on Chn 5.
After that watch other show.
Blogging now.
Revision for OB will start after CSI tmr night.
Thinking of birthday present for ten.
Must give her some gl present.
Jogging on thurs.
Staying over at aunt hse after micro.
In conclusion, I'm packed. hahs.

2009-12-06T01:23:00.003+08:00

Was tired ytd, did not really post about the whole camp.
a lot of things happen.
there's also a lot of my first time happening there.
It was the first time i camp during sch days.
The first time doing my school work for the whole 3 days.
The first time we watch movies continuously for 2 nights.
The first time I feel so energetic even if i do not have enough sleep.
The first time i feel so stress not knowing what to play.
The next one is damn unbelievable, It was the first time i feel that i got not enough time.
The first time me and gerald dun even feel hungry on the performance day that we didnt even aeat a single thing from morning to night. And we ate for the sake of eating.
The first time dorothy cried for so many times.
The first time i got shocked out of my life when someone said something.
The first time i actually didn't played any games during mid night.
The first time I slept during band camp.
The first time i played so many running notes.
The first time I heard that ms ten cried during conducting.
The first time i made so many mistake.
making mistake was damn paiseh.
The first time we dun hav a photo taking session after performance.
And lastly, The first time we got so much energy left that we can go Compass after performance. There are actually more but i forgotten. hahs.
I'm awaiting for next yrs concert.

SUNDAY
Went to work with melo n ling na today. giving out flyers at hdb blocks at tpy.
the buildings there are damn tall.
leg cramps now.
so sorry my phone died on me and not contacting you all.
i'm now waiting for my money.
I'm deprived of money.
Ok, end here now, my cousins coming tmr.
I'm changing my hamster,sterry's cage tmr.

2009-12-05T00:51:00.002+08:00

It's was the end of concert.
This is a total success for all of us.
everyone is wonderful.
Quite regret that i played alot of wrong notes.
Nvm, It's all over.
In this few days, we have laughter and cries tgt.
fun!!!
Ms ten cried jus now when condcuting, dunno whether it's true.
heard from ashley.
ok den we backrow do some random stuff.
i felt that my skin had become damn thick.
OMG. sleepy now.
awaiting for the next and camp.
camp camp camp camp camp!!!

2009-12-03T17:45:00.002+08:00

Second day of camp in pss.
jus came back from TP.
their dinner time now.
Done wit BCS and psycho test.
feel that i flunked psycho, cos i didnt even thr's a test till i reached sch.
enjoying my aircon in the classroom.
going to slp soon.
need time to complete my proj.
OMG!

Dead?!

2009-11-30T02:55:00.002+08:00

I think i'm deadmeat.
I've two test tmr, sociology and geog.
and thanks god, i did not even revise.
ok, dommsday nearing, haven started commskills for both online n tues fila research.
band camp on wed. bcs test on thurs.
ok srsly, i doubt i got time.
exams next week.
it's 3 now n i'm not sleeping.
I'm having mild food poisoning.
which might killed me if its seroius.
I need to buy a black formal shirt by wed.
which means i need to spend money again on tues.
been damn freaking broke.
i can sense my pocket being burnt till nt a piece of cloth left.
ok, i needa rest now.
for both my brain and my stomach.
if not u guys can see me throwing up tmr while doing test.
Song of the day:
Time for miracles-Adam Lambert

BBQ!!!

2009-11-29T01:12:00.003+08:00

went to class bbq today. was fun!!!
met andre at compass at 2pm, den take bus meet xinyi to go tampines.
meet others that wanna play bball which include szehui, choon sze, clement,yanchin.
7 of us went to play bball.
play till damn reluctant to go bbq.
haha. went to buy things that those bbq-ing de asked us to buy.
bought and bus to interchange meet siew bao.
bluff her that thr no more seaweed chicken.
she was damn angry. haha.
den reached jasper place. n i realised that IT WAS JUS RIGHT BESIDE MY AUNT HSE!!!!
OMG. ok. den clement found out nt enough ice, went out to buy, n siew bao asked him to buy seaweed chicken.
hahaha clement dunno our plan of lying to siew bao n he bought a packet.
haha. so we eat, play talk, jump, take video etc.
was fun and finally bus home with joyce, xinyi n andre.
chatted, gossipped, laughed and finally homed!

p.s. thanks xinyi for walking back with me.

2009-11-26T23:57:00.002+08:00

Busy this few days, celebrated cs belated bdae on tues.
haha. was damn freaking fun, was funny too. those present we gave her, all full of stars.
i think mine was quite retarded.
celebrated at the amphitheatre. damn hot.
the sun was lyk blazing over our head.
went to band ytd. ok, time is running out.
i need to practice, i'm now wondering wat to wear.
the band uni is srsly not my size. i mean the vest.
think maybe all black, so once agn, i'm the only odd one out.
went steamboat, played pool, sing k till midnight ytd.
now gonna rush ob, do quiz, den slp.
jogging tmr morning.

Run for hope

2009-11-23T00:02:00.002+08:00

woke up at 4.46 today.
totally shocked cos i have overslept.
rush all the way down and wait for the cab to come den went to fetch andre.
reached and saw sze hui clement,xinyi,siewhwee,nianqi,bryan and joyce.
den talk and play and eat the not so nice breakfast and off we go.
road marshalls was boring.
me n andre were in a grp. we were damn slack.
we keep seating when thr's no one.
after standing for 2 hrs i guess. we decided to go to a corner and slack.
n i fall asleep on the bench. while andre kept talking to me without getting a reply.
LOLS. he seems lyk a fool talking to himself but he's not, he only did nt get a reply.
went bedok eat after the race and went home after that.

2009-11-20T01:59:00.002+08:00

Just reached home and bathe.
went to pam hse to do bcs proj and it almost kill us. jill keep saying she wanna die.
haha. i think i wanna stab myself.
den done my OB.
Left my comskills now.
tmr will not have time to do.
morning band till evening, dinner, walk ard den home.
damn exhausted now.
lesson from 9am-7pm.
bag was abt 3kg.
plus a 2.6kg lap.
will die..
i'm gonna slp now cos band starts 7.30am tmr n i doubt i'll be waking up until 9.30.
hope i can go early.

2009-11-16T18:39:00.002+08:00

I'm quite irritated by some aunty from dunno whish hse now. cant she jus stop screaming.
sian. my new neighbours are also damn noisy.
cant they make their kids quiet, they are shouting all day long.
i need peace!
went to fix my acer, sian they wanna reformat my whole comp.
den i say i reformat myself, ask them jus fix those minor probs can liao.
den mrt/bus home as i'm lazy to wait thr for 2 hours alone.
thus i'm gg back on wed i hope.
hope i can finish everything before the duedate comes.

2009-11-15T13:31:00.002+08:00

Went to jill hse for mahjong ytd.
Omg.. damn sian lor. becos someone jus wanna sing.
den we end the game after reaching bei.
den do our own things.
after that dinner at Hm.
went to my best friend hse.
cant believe fruit have a hse siax.
played monopoly.
me jill n daryl damn loser ytd. 3 vs 1 still bankrupt.
sad.
nvm. we'll play again one day.
anyway. chomp chomp on fri was nice.
CCN was quite fun too.

2009-11-09T23:41:00.002+08:00

ok finally got my bookmark signed.
was damn happy.
jus realised we took a total of 430 pics with jill's cam within 2 days.
ok, waiting emi to give me her photos now.
damn happy. got all my things done.
waiting for S.H.E's concert in sg.
went east coast ytd wit cams db.
haha.
ok, many hilarious things happen.
esp the steamboat n cycling part.
haha.
when we r on the way walking through the tunnel was damn funny
got someone or two got scare. cos thr's ghost? or not. lols.
n Bryan is a croaked swan.

2009-11-07T01:51:00.003+08:00

Woo! i went to SHA today.
before that went ion, saw s.h.e, after that saw ashley n gerald, den go up another storey saw s.h.e again.
den me n emi dunno how to get out of ion so follow s.h.e and get out.
they really damn pretty.
ok. den cab to indoor stadium.
waited for jill to reach.
got in n realised that we r actually located so near to stage.
look for ling na n realised i've been looking at wrong direction so cant find her. lol
when gg end of the ceremony me jill n emi damn high.
after that cab home. done my psycho quiz n that's it.
tmr will be a fun day again.

2009-11-05T00:04:00.002+08:00

super sian. I cant find Bcs tut hw de qns.
not intending to do.
tmr till sat will be fun n busy day.
haha. quite excited now.
that's all.

2009-11-02T00:12:00.001+08:00

I'm so irritated with heroes.
i jus miss a few episode n i dunno wats happening.
so I'm gonna rewatch everything again when i'm free.
ok. maybe this weekend. i hope.
If i'm not out or anything.
i 've oso missed flashfoward cos i wanna watch secrets in chanl U.
sian. mediacorp jus love to put shows i wanna watch on the same timeslot.
wth.

2009-11-01T15:43:00.002+08:00

Feel like changing to lj.
nvm. I'll jus stick to blogger for now.
I'm suddenly being enlighten by myself feeling that actually i so fortunate.
I'm please with my current life now.
i dun really detest anyone in my class.. instead i think that they r fun.
i dun hate anyone now.
i dun feel irritated for nth.
i dun feel that my life sucks.
ok.. I love my life, myself, my family, my friends,, my classmates, my school, and now even my injured leg.
haha. life is so contradicting.
i hope i wake up everyday n feels this way.
i even feel that projects are fun.
LOL. this might only be temporary i think.
hope that everyone will be happy/delighted/joy/ecstatic/cheerful/contented/blissful etc.
bye!

2009-11-01T00:37:00.002+08:00

went to paragon in the morning, after that jill hse.
was walking almost for a day.
my legs hurt.
i think i had put too much pressure on the other leg, making it pain too.
sian half.
my mum jus broke a glass pane, making it shatter all over the living room.
so we gotta clean up the living room.
haix.. make a injured person do such a thing.
still need move that heavy L sofa.
i'm thinking shd i re introduce my christian name.
the original one i had when i was young.
It's a rare name, no one noes. maybe some will.
cos i jus suddenly felt that maybe a christian name might be better in poly life.
every teacher would jus simply ask u.
lols.
i'll be considering. It jus depends eventually uh.

2009-10-29T19:56:00.000+08:00

cbox cant use on this blog. needa create a new tagboard.
feel so un blend with the skin

2009-10-29T18:53:00.002+08:00

thanks to andre, i got a big patch of bruise on my knee.
haha.. today was lyk so damn unlucky.
i mean it all started after i got knock down by andre.
after that dunno wat happen.
was actually planning to eat dinner wit mel, lingna n andre at tm.
while walking halfway to tm wit andre while mel n lingna went to standard chartered.
i sprain my leg.
haha. damn unlucky.
so i'm gonna go to sch injured tmr.

2009-10-26T00:11:00.001+08:00

work on sat n sun.
damn tiring.
body aching too.
manage to completethe project.
however, dunno if its correct.
ok. gg to rest soon.

2009-10-18T18:16:00.002+08:00

Omfg!
my hamster died.
n it was stangled to death. wtf!!
it suffers a horrible death.
his was hanging in between the cage with it's teeth bitting onto a matter.
it like those ppl who commit sucide.
i dun dare go touch it thus my mum go help me. n my mum also cant get it out of the metal bar.
hell man.
no more hamster anymore.
i hate things that die.

2009-10-17T21:03:00.001+08:00

bought the singapore hit awards tix today.
gg to watch it wit jill n emi. muahahaha
emi bought a bag today.
den me n jill decide to buy next time.
addicted to buying bag. hahas
i wan tat bag.
giv me two more weeks n here i come bag.
ok bye.

2009-10-15T18:55:00.002+08:00

I'm now in a confused stage.
i dunno wat to do even when i go back to tp band.
i've quit but dunno y i shd go back.
i wanna ten wat he wanna talk to me abt..
but i doubt she'll noe..
OMG. i'm going to die.
who can i ask for help.
even the seniors in tp dun even noe mr tan was looking for me.
grrrrrrrrr............
y cant i have peace in my last week of holiday?
i've started to hate band.
no matter which band.
BYE!

2009-10-09T18:14:00.002+08:00

watch Haeundae: The deadly tsunami.
jj was late again.
the movie was quite nice.. quite touching in some parts..
damn sad when ppl die... some parts r quite funny too.
haha.. after tat accompany jj go eat..
cos he say he wanna eat his lunch..
after tat go buy jill's dad bdae cake den go home.
jj n sw go to take mrt to orchard, cos sw meetin her friend n jj go chinese garden play candle.
dots..
me emi n jill go home.. so end of the day.

2009-10-07T00:59:00.003+08:00

this is so fucked up.
dammit..
ppl ard me r damn irritating..
fuck off la.
damn u, bloody hell.
argh.. everything i do is what u all wanted. damn
is thr anything is jus for me?
things i wanted?
Stop asking me to do things i cant.
cos i jus cant do it. never will.
this post got nth to do with those who r able to read my blog.
so anyone who cam across this post, better jus read n dun ask.
i mean it.. DUN COME TO ME N ASK WHAT HAPPEN.
IF U DO.. DUN BLAME ME FOR MY WORDS!!!

2009-10-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

Jus dyed my hair, n the colour is damn nt obvious.
ok, no matter wat dye i use, it's useless.
jus blame my hair colour for being too dark.
tried the bubble dye n it jus got some reaction. but the colour is still nt obvious.
no choice, need a saloon to do it.

Mid Autumn Festival

2009-10-04T13:08:00.002+08:00

It mid-autumn festival today.
haha.. it's time for mooncake, lantern and a cup of tea.
hope all ppl will enjoy the celebrationof this festival.
tat's all.
ucler sucks.

2009-10-02T16:49:00.003+08:00

I'm gg to rot n die.
my mouth recovering in progress, but my chin got a big bruise.
i wanna go watch movie tmr.
anyone free? pls tell me..
lols.
sch reopening in 2 weeks time.
SIAN TTM!!!
Anw, i pass my macro n get a D+.
so happy, pass everything.. woohoo~~~

2009-09-30T08:27:00.002+08:00

long time nv post.
fell down ytd n knock my chin n mouth against the floor, i think.
my mouth was bleeding n my chin was swollen.
until today still very pain.
hope can recover before sat.
cos i feel lyk gg out on sat.
haha.
damn bored nowadays, pss band had step down for exams.
so i gt no where to go.
sch reopening in few more weeks. haix..

2009-09-26T00:27:00.002+08:00

went back to punggol this morning.
meet ash ard 6 in the morning den walk to sch meet kb.
talk n help out in music room.
den after tat go to hall with hj for the award.
when gerald go up to take his cca award, we realised his uniform become tight fit.
hahahaha, me n hj laugh all the way.
den ziyuan came n chat wit him for awhile.
when its our turn to go up, me n hj look damn funny.
LOLS. joke of the day.
blah blah blah.. band perform n everything ended.
meet ash, accompany her go home change clothes den we r off to cinema wit kb esther xh n his friend.
Xh still ask his friend come, den me ash kb n esther all stun thr lyk idiots.
wat a weirdo.
anw, didn't get to watch phobia2, cos the timeslot too late den mr koh kok bin need to go somewhr else.
watched fame in the end.
was quite ok for front part, but was nnice for ending.
LOL. we were ly playing n talking all the way through the show.
haha. great, fun n tired day.

2009-09-25T00:12:00.003+08:00

ok, went to polyclinic n thr no dentist.

so i gt to look for a dental clinic agn.

anw, hj sms in the morning tat pss gonna giv me a friend of punggol award tmr.

nice.. watching phobia2 tmr

woohoo~~

ok.. end of story.